ISOPROPYL: 91%

Vacation.

2009-01-07T06:35:21Z

I need to get the fuck out of here.

Without the guilt

Of anybody.

-Disneyworld?
-Beach?
-California?
-Mountains?

-Train?
-Ship?

Now that I have the means...

I don't have the will-power.

I just walk into it

2008-09-24T01:09:07Z

And I think she's a bitch for letting me do it.

fuck

Buhhh

2008-09-22T08:08:12Z

I'm depressed, and stressed.
But I don't know why.

I don't know what's wrong;

But it sucks.

=/

Soooooo.

2008-08-22T20:37:13Z

While Anna gets into her school groove again, there'll probably be a long lull of my social life because of that. Bah. Damned... People... Finishing school.
But, perhaps the drinking plot between me and Bobby will happen, and we'll apply for the spring semester at CP.. Maybe.
Or we'll forget because we're too drunk.

My prospects of hanging out with people is dwindling...
But it makes me feel, somewhere inside, that I'll be meeting new people that I wouldn't have imagined talking to.

And Chrissy.
Gah.
She makes me feel like Sepia Tone would look great if you're not alone in the fall and winter.
It's a fucking fairy tale that could end in pieces,
But one that I'll cling onto until the fabric of time unravels.

So... If you get a call from me in the middle of fall or winter.

Just humor me.

I'm a lonely soul.

"So please be kind if I'm a mess."

Society is slipping

2008-08-10T22:42:29Z

I'll put this gently to me:
She's too fucking young for you.

He's too fucking young for you.

You have shit to do
They'll only get in the fucking way.

Get off your ass
Do something today.

Do something soon,
or you'll be forced to pay
A fee far too pricey
to realize that there's more fish in the sea

So I'll test the waters.

I only hope a deep-sea creature kills me before I drown.

Sleep

2008-08-07T08:02:38Z

I went to sleep at four in the afternoon yesterday,
and woke up at four in the morning the next day.
Surely I can blame this on jet-lag--
If I had even left the state.

Oh, well.
My mom just came in to tell me there's chicken in the fridge-- At... Four in the morning.
Is it healthy to eat delicious food so early? D=

I was on a geek-binge earlier and read up on Descartes and The Matrix.
"If I am deceived, then at least I am."

It's so basic, yet so doubtful in the context of him wanting to prove the Skeptics wrong.

I should probably just join a community for this-- No one cares. Lol

I love Nick.
And I love Anna's surprize poetry that she doesnt' want anyone to read.

kbye.

Wow. Thanks Nick. D= (jk)

2008-08-06T11:20:35Z

So, I seriously haven't posted anything in... Lots of minutes.

I figure that it was just me being a dead-beat, like usual.
Update:
Stopped showing up for high-school. Failed.
Haven't gotten my GED yet. Fail.
Haven't gotten a job yet. Fail.
--May be getting a job at Infinity's End or Waffle House. Pwn.

I've been going to alot of shows lately-- like, really good, southern-made punk shows with Anna and Jane and thems.
It's made me realize just how wonderful this community of people really is.
And how wonderfully we'll all get along when we fight in the revolution.
(Don't ask.)

Anna's here, trying to sleep at seven AM... Having stayed up all night watching me... WATCHING me put together a desk. You're a bitch, anna! D= (jk)

But, anyway-- nick reminded me to start writing again.
<3

Uhm-- I have two tattoos now, and a septum piercing. And the hiccups. D=

I'm watching pokemans and listening to Dead Kennedys.
Good mix.
.......

Anyway. I'm trying to compile my Tattoo portfolio-- rad-ness.
I'm getting damned good at portraits... And by 'damned good' I mean 'fair.' But... In comparison, I'm radder.

So-- don't know who still reads this.
Probably no-one... I just want to know so I can figure out who I can bitch about without getting badgered. Lul.

JK Enemies.

Dvorak and Dill

2007-11-02T01:55:25Z

I'm sick of lyric music. I'd rather have lyrical poetry and non-lyrical musical.
So, I'm going back to basics when it comes to Non-lyrical genius. I'll need help from Dani to make sure I hit all bases.

I don't want to fight for things that Seem impossible.

I watched Big Bang theory the other day - "That's how WE roll in the Shire." [Luff]

I managed to find a choice WPA kill Trojan for my ver. of XP.

----

I need more distraction; Preferably in the form of romance.

But, seeing as that's looking glum-- I'm thinking about picking it up academically.
What could be the harm, hm? Other than feeling a little like I'm selling my soul to a dead-end high-school career.

--
Senior Group picture was today; there I realized that I'm friends with about... Five of them.

And nearly NONE of the people who have been here since sixth grade. So, I feel like a bitch for not smiling.

CPCC fair is this saturday.
Asheville is looking good.

And no matter what, the book I'm presently reading never ceases to amaze me in allowing me to relate to the respective troubles in my life.

How convenient.

All hail the Future Hermits.

Do I disappoint you?

2007-10-22T03:25:09Z

I don't want to forget how much I love Rufus Wainwright right now, I think i'd do me good to write this down and look back and think "Hey... Rufus... Maybe he didn't really 'sell-out'... Maybe I just stopped listening.

I suppose non-conformity isn't as bad as it seems. This sub'culture' of actual culture... The negation of what really is there just to spite those who accept what's in their nature.
It's one of THOSE days.

Saw Nightmare Before Christmas - 3d, got a free pass for the idiots running the place.
Sang along.

I do love me some Dani and Chris party time.

Dani should come over the next time I manage to grab Mary Jane from her fat ass stupor and into my bowl.

You know what I mean.

---
I don't want to be one of those people that 'smart' people talk down to.
I don't want to be defined by the classes I'm taking.

Though it seems to be going that way.

I might go road-tripping with Chris next year.

I hope it works out.
----

PMS to me equates to Apathy.

And I'm a morning person.

I'm going to go write a poem, before my words start to rhyme.
Namaste

No real reason to wonder why

2007-09-27T01:08:23Z

But I think* she wrote that entry about me.

I don't* need to know why.

Although... it fascinates me to know that she does.

Woke up at 9:06,
Just to look at the clock, and think it were later.

I'm going to pee now.

---------------------------------------------
*think: Hope

*don't: desperately

Pulling an All-nighter to paint

2007-09-26T01:56:37Z

Today, Lynn College visited. Boca, Florida. Sounds promising, although tuition is a little insane. There is a transfer scholarship, though.

I'm drinking a pumpkin-spice latte at 9:50 PM to stay up all night painting for Mr. Hester's class. I'm not behind, I just feel like it'd benefit me to get down and dirty with the paints tonight.

My college majors have been narrowed down to the following:
Business
Marketing
Advertisement
Humanities
Sociality Studies

Sounds good to me, I think.
I want to grow up to be a PR--But I 'digest'. I'm watching Glenn Beck and drinking my latte and feeling sufficiently PoMo.

Apparently there's a rave on thursday. Sounds promising.

New pages to be turned

2007-09-25T02:23:47Z

Back from the dead:

Still trying to find the meaning of life, or what there is to it that seems to elude me and all other scholarly people of the world. Perhaps I should just give up on that quest, though. Perhaps I need to stick to what I'm fair at, seeing as I'm not grand at much else. Videogames and books. I could write a book about playing a videogame, and then send it to the publishing company of that very game, and gain millions.
Profit. I don't want it. Not yet. I want to reap the bills from my family tree for a while longer. I'd like to postpone this so-called 'adolescence' as long as I can. So I do this by typing to forgotten blogs to forgotten audiences of forgotten lineage.
I think it's best not to let anyone know I have a livejournal. It always goes badly with at least one informant and I'm forced to get a new account or new friends (and most of the time, both.)
The end of that diatribe:
My mother has gotten her own geriatric myspace: EONS. It's no harm, nor any threat to the mass-consumer Myspace originality. But, ever since, she has become overly sensitive, stuck up, and rather dismissive.
Case and point: I was talking to her the other day and ranting to her about the teen pains of senioritis and college apps. She could relate. She went to community college, but it's still the same process, to say the least. Instead of any motherly advice she could dish out to me and possibly shed wisdom upon, she'll tell me that I'm 'attacking her.' This word; 'attacking' is now her favorite word of the year. She's the kind of person that will hold grudges, albeit, I've grown used to that. The sad part, for me, is; I can't remember one time where she told me something encouraging about college. It always ends up being something about how I've been 'attacking' her or 'how dare I try to make it (The antecedent being 'college') about me."
Maybe it's just an unhealthy balance of me not venting enough and her venting to her own people. So... Here I am.
I am here to tell myself that everything will be okay. To answer the questions that I care about without consulting people I love. And, hopefully... Whoever will read this, can help me.

Signed,
Worrisome Me.

I never updated with my spring break! =O

2007-04-10T22:07:51Z

Dani and Anna came over, spent the night, toked a little funfuntime. =D
We dyed Dani's hair, and I raped her in the shower. Anna photographed it.
Omgawsh, Hung out with David and Robert at Danis until about 2 AM.
Ghost stories were never so lame. But I like to hang with em. Fuckin' Jew Logs are a-kindling!

Then anna left her jewlry... Hehehehehehe... We wore it, Babe. Pwnt!
It was like, Dress up as Annam day.

Then Anna went to the mountains and me and Dani went to the drum circle with peeps, Met some fellow lesbians. Gorgeous.
Jesse was a douche, in a fun way, and got nasty punk juice all over my face. Jane came along, and that's always fun.

Jane, let's hang again?
Kthnx.

Never got to hang with David, but that shall change!
And I still need to chill with Nick. =[

I LOVE YOU NICK!

Bow-Chika!

2007-03-22T05:23:30Z

I have a head-ache
I always think I have cancer
I'm horny because I just got off of the phone with my girlfriend and SG teasers aren't helping.

How are you?

>.> Been a while, hmm?

2007-03-15T19:52:26Z

You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.

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Chains/Handcuffs

100%

Biting

92%

Blood

92%

Bondage

83%

Whips

83%

Blind Folds

33%

What's Your Kinky Turn On?
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You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!

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Mysterious

83%

Diamond Eyes

75%

Eyes full of Pain

58%

Passion

42%

What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)
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Other than these quite stupendous updates, no matter how you may percieve them otherwise, I have a few others.

I have a girlfriend, and things are going quite swimmingly.

I've signed up for AP Psyche next year--intimidating much, Phillips?

I've been taking photos non-stop, many of which you can see on myspace and such.

And... Well... I'm just quite content.

My brother's band website is up and running soon, and his myspace is looking quite awesome: http://www.myspace.com/sigatelis
I recommend everyone to check this band out, if not just for the crispy photos I took for them pro-bono. =]

Well.

Toodles for now.

If you'd like to see what sort of writing I've been up to, check out my poetry at http://www.allpoetry.com/Wonderboys_pink_lips

muff_in_a_jar @ 2006-07-28T03:37:00

2006-07-28T07:40:03Z

I think I'm in love with someone...

It's amazing.

A feeling of flying...

I love you NICHOLAS EDWARD PIERCE!

muff_in_a_jar @ 2006-06-29T04:41:00

2006-06-29T08:47:02Z

So, finally got my fucking Tomb Raider game. w00t.

Been playing for about, five hours straight now. It's easy with a PSP.

As for graphics, I mean... I expected a little better.

Toggling free-sight on and off is a hassle, because you have to press square+the analog stick.
And certain moves, like the suicide dive off of cliffs isn't there.
And from the earlier Tomb Raiders, there was a really freaky torso monster that smashed at Lara on a small platform and such. I usually plummited to my death, but now theres just this... Devil fire creature that reminds me a little too much of Lord of The Rings. Eh?

Worst of all: My game doesn't like to save what I tell it to save, so, when I glitched out and got stuck between some rocks, I went to load the most recent game, and BAM. There I was at the very beginning again.
Bah.

But I have all summer to win this, aye? XP

She's still got a hot rack, though. ;)
CIAO!

muff_in_a_jar @ 2006-06-22T02:46:00

2006-06-22T06:49:04Z

I Am C4W_1337. I Shall Take Visitors Through Trecherous Terrain While Trying Not To Laugh At People Falling Under Pressure On The Way Down.

I express my love by reciting lyrics
sung by heartbroken lovers.

I'd rather hurt someone than hurt MYSELF.

You're wiping tears away that no-one can claim,
and the hurt you feel has me to blame, to you.
I'm spitting hateful words at you,
I'll never enter, never re-do.
You can take all of the ~~love~~,
and kindle someone elses flame.
You'd do it just the same.
I'll do it any-day.

I'm a Emo/punk... DUH

2006-05-24T00:13:04Z

THEATER KID--
[] Ever been in a play?
[] Have you ever seen a Broadway show?
[] Seen more than 10 shows?
[] Have you ever been/Are you in school shows?
[] Does your current job involve theater in some way?
[] Want to end up working in/for theater?
[] Can you recite all of the lyrics to your favorite play/musical?
[x] Do you break out into random songs whenever/wherever!!
[x] Do you like the Sound of Music?
[x] Did you like Broadway shows?
Total X: 3

--REDNECK--
[] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch?
[] Do you drive a four-wheeler?
[] Do you ride four-wheelers?
[x] Do you like to get dirty?
[x] Do you like country music?
[] Do you have a broken car in your back yard?
[] Do you own a cowboy hat?
[] Do you live on more then 1 acres?
[x] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home?
[] Do you watch Larry the Cable Guy movies?
Total X: 0

-GOTH--
[x] Do you wear black eyeliner?
[] Is most of your clothing dark?
[] Do you think about death often?
[] Do you want to die?
[] Are you a social outcast?
[] Are you pale?
[] Do you like Hot Topic?
[x] Do you enjoy Tim Burton movies
[] Are you mean?
Total X: 2

--PUNK--
[x] Can you skateboard?
[X] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?
[x] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops?
[X] Do you watch the x-games?
[x] Do you have any piercings?
[x] do you know what hoisting one means?
[x] Do you wear Band t-shirts?
[] Are you a rebel with a cause?
[x] Have you called someone a poser recently?
[x] do you draw on everybodys books and papers?
Total X: 9

--PREP--
[X] Do you say the word "like" a lot?
[] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch/AE/Aero?
[] Do the people in Hot topic scare you?
[] Do you wear knee socks?
[x] do you like pop music?
[X] Do you like rap?
[x] Do you own a polo shirt?
[] Does Goth make you cringe
[] Are Courderoys hot?
Total X: 4

--HIPPIE--
[] Is your hair long?
[x] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?
[x] Do you want to save the animals?
[] You think war is unnecessary?
[x] Do you like classic rock and trippy music?
[x] Have you ever participated in a protest?
[x] Have you ever been overcome with a desire to hug a tree?
[X] Do you play a ukulele or os?
[X] Do you/have you ever smoked dope?
Total X: 7

--GANGSTA--
[] Do u act ghetto?
[] Do u wear do-rags?
[] Was Tupac truley the greatest rapper in the world?
[] Do you believe he's alive?
[X] Do you like afros?
[X] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle" ?
[ ] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit?
Total X: 2

-EMO-
[] Do you cry often?
[x] Do you wear hoodies?
[X] Do you like hard music?
[x] Do people not understand you?
[x] Do you write your own poems?
[x] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark?
[x] have you ever cut yourself
[X] ARE U LONELY?
[x] Do you like "Ohio is for lovers" by Hawthorne Heights?
[X] Do you think a lot?
Total X: 9

--SURFER--
[] Do you surf?
[]Do you wear flip flops year-round?
[] Is your hair shaggy?
[x] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?
[x] Do you own any pairs of shorts?
[] Are you tan?
[X] Do you want to be at the beach right now?
[] Do you hate tourists?
Total X: 3

--GEEK--
[X] do you know html
[x] Do you wear glasses?
[] Do you get good grades?
[] Do you use an inhaler?
[x] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?
[] Does your mom pick out your clothes?
[X] Are you on the computer often?
[x] Do you ever get picked on?
[x] Do you look forward to going to school?
[] Are you shy around the opposite sex?
[X] You play video games?
Total X: 7

Repost this with the top stereotype that fit you.
Title it "Stereotypes. I'm a ______"

muff_in_a_jar @ 2006-05-21T22:16:00

2006-05-22T02:18:21Z

Looks like prom was a bit o' fun. ^.^

I'm in love with two forieners:

CAT CAT CAT CAT CAT!

And Rohan who's like... So nice. ^.^

YAY!

-Sway-

P.S. Bobby, the tea is wonderful. Bold flavor, and tastes GREAT with a bit of lemon. <3

---

Have fun, guys.

muff_in_a_jar @ 2006-05-09T18:16:00

2006-05-09T22:20:31Z

I'm so close to shitting myself it's not funny.

The PS3 is going to fucking blow all other consoles away.

There's a remote controller with motion sensative turn-ability-ness.

JESUS!

And I have YET to see any game-play other than MGS4. FEJRKS

Wintereenmas will not come soon enough!

CHAD! PS3 FOR CHRISTMAS! FUCK. YES!

499 for 20G harddrive. Do we need anything bigger? If so, there's a 60g for 599... Buuuttt... lol

OMFG
Morgan Webb is so fuggin hawt.

muff_in_a_jar @ 2006-05-07T17:08:00

2006-05-07T21:10:49Z

Got back from Danielles today... Yay.

Jules, Morgan, Willa, Kaitlyn all pwn. I actually thought Jules hated me. Maybe I hated him. Either way, I'm extremely doubtful of that now.

Dressed morgan up like the cheap hooker that he is.

Played truth or dare. XD
"WHO DO YOU LIKE?!"

Got three hours of sleep.

MET HAWT GUYS FROM PARK! HAWT EMO BOIS! .... W00t.

Skeet.

muff_in_a_jar @ 2006-05-02T23:21:00

2006-05-03T03:29:07Z

Wow, guys...

Bob Dylan is cool... But he's not me. And I feel like an ass for trying to get into it.
Dull, too dull. I should have seen Fall Out Boy.

And... Yea... There was a bit of Drama.

This will probably piss 'Bob' off, and it may be wrong information, but this is what happened:
'Bob', 'Jane' and I went.
Jane went to hang with some people.
Bob got rather fidgety.
I tried to... 'console' him?
And he lightened up when she came back.
Then I told her he was pissed, because he said he was... HE SAID IT.
And he freaked out that I told her.
And now I'm quite sure he's far from close to anything I'd like with him.
He was jealous.
He's not over her.

And I'm certain that whatever I wanted with him is hopeless. I had a crush on ya... Uhm... 'Bob'. But it's obvious you are still damned in love with 'Jane'.

Whelp.

~~'Bob...'~~

One gone... Uhm... None to go.

-----------
I had a good time, though... Overall. As friends, it all worked out. Anything more... Pfft... But as friends, you're both crispy. ^.^

"FREE SPRINKLES!"
lol

I need Fall Out Boy...

I need Patrick...

muff_in_a_jar @ 2006-04-17T04:19:00

2006-04-17T08:23:34Z

The only friends I have are so very unexpected now.

I'm in love with them ALL!

They're all good kids.

I don't think ONE of them would leave me to get high. Unless that's what they had previously planned, and even then... I'm sure they'd be slightly hesitant.

My friends are great.

Every single one of them.

My party will be a bit tamer this time around... Well...

As tame as about 20 people hyped up on loud music, cake, and soda CAN be.

Mostly Girls..

----------------------------------

Something new for me to remember:
Never base guys I date on the music they listen to.
I mean...

What guys do YOU know that listen to Incubus, Fall Out Boy, Ashlee Simpson and P!ATD?

Not him... He's into guys.

;)

'And he told Roxanne to put on her red light...'

'He's a scumbag don't you know?'

muff_in_a_jar @ 2006-04-14T12:45:00

2006-04-14T16:46:33Z


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